FFFFF-- i need to learn how to update, like srsly
Dear:___________
I finally got to see your face after all these years, all these long seven years. I finally get to 'meet' you in my senior year.
I wrote an unsent letter a while back, asking if I could see your face or at least speak to you someday and hoping to become what we were back then. I'm glad the first part came true. Am I selfish to want more?
Your name was called on the attendance sheet today. You don't know how happy I was; when you responded, I quickly glanced at you. You've become so different, yet I feel like I've known you all throughout these lost years.
We met eyes for a few seconds, I'm not really sure if it was my imagination, but I would like to believe that it happened. The teacher called my name, you looked at me; I know it's a common gesture, but I would like to believe that there is still hope left inside me.
Still, I feel so ashamed that I had not even noticed you in the room. I can't believe I couldn't recognize someone whom I've been thinking about all throughout these years. I think about you all the time on your birthday. I remember our past memories and events, I remember the feeling that I always held so close to me. I remember everything about you, it just hurts so much that I haven't been able to reconnect with you until now.
I'm not saying I still hold the 'same' longing feeling towards you right now. But I can say that I had missed you so much.
Thank you for being in my life, you don't know how thankful I am. I really seriously loved you, thank you for letting me hold these feelings towards you.
Please, let us become what we were back then, or maybe even more. I know what I'm asking for is really selfish, but I will dream this until the day I learn to accept the truth. You are the one person I can not get over unless I put an end to this. One day I'll gather the courage to talk to you. One day I'll gather the courage to 'meet' the new you.
But right now I'm just thankful that my search is now over.
OKAY. so i wrote that on like the first day of school, but then i was a hugeass loser and switched out of like millions of classes so now I can't see him ever again because I can't recognize him lulz.
SO. A question for my f-list, have you guys ever had times like these when you've missed someone for a long period of time, but when you actually see them, they're like completely different?
annnd--- on a great note to myself;; I'M MOVING TO JAPAN GAIZ
it's been planned since like late July, but now my parents won't let me apply to any other college outside of Japan-- Not that i was planning to, but still.
OH---AND GAIZ,
Belphegor: Me
FRAN: sekidoll
we had a katekyo reborn meet in like, August. we also had a mall meet in July. but i suck at posting things and i don't think i have that many khr fans in my f-list. i think i need some.
I finally got to see your face after all these years, all these long seven years. I finally get to 'meet' you in my senior year.
I wrote an unsent letter a while back, asking if I could see your face or at least speak to you someday and hoping to become what we were back then. I'm glad the first part came true. Am I selfish to want more?
Your name was called on the attendance sheet today. You don't know how happy I was; when you responded, I quickly glanced at you. You've become so different, yet I feel like I've known you all throughout these lost years.
We met eyes for a few seconds, I'm not really sure if it was my imagination, but I would like to believe that it happened. The teacher called my name, you looked at me; I know it's a common gesture, but I would like to believe that there is still hope left inside me.
Still, I feel so ashamed that I had not even noticed you in the room. I can't believe I couldn't recognize someone whom I've been thinking about all throughout these years. I think about you all the time on your birthday. I remember our past memories and events, I remember the feeling that I always held so close to me. I remember everything about you, it just hurts so much that I haven't been able to reconnect with you until now.
I'm not saying I still hold the 'same' longing feeling towards you right now. But I can say that I had missed you so much.
Thank you for being in my life, you don't know how thankful I am. I really seriously loved you, thank you for letting me hold these feelings towards you.
Please, let us become what we were back then, or maybe even more. I know what I'm asking for is really selfish, but I will dream this until the day I learn to accept the truth. You are the one person I can not get over unless I put an end to this. One day I'll gather the courage to talk to you. One day I'll gather the courage to 'meet' the new you.
But right now I'm just thankful that my search is now over.
OKAY. so i wrote that on like the first day of school, but then i was a hugeass loser and switched out of like millions of classes so now I can't see him ever again because I can't recognize him lulz.
SO. A question for my f-list, have you guys ever had times like these when you've missed someone for a long period of time, but when you actually see them, they're like completely different?
annnd--- on a great note to myself;; I'M MOVING TO JAPAN GAIZ
it's been planned since like late July, but now my parents won't let me apply to any other college outside of Japan-- Not that i was planning to, but still.
OH---AND GAIZ,
Belphegor: Me
FRAN: sekidoll
we had a katekyo reborn meet in like, August. we also had a mall meet in July. but i suck at posting things and i don't think i have that many khr fans in my f-list. i think i need some.