Happy yet Still sad.. :(
Hello ~ guess what peeps...
i just receive my examination result.. 0.0 Luckily I passed all the subject
NO REPEATATION . but I so f'cked up, since the i got less than 3pointer :(
strangely I'm not down at all.
I remember when i was in high school, all of my friends r like super smart.
also score A in every exam, while I'm the exact opposite. Whenever I got my result I felt so small and so down, I dont even want to speak with my friends coz I felt like I'm so not belong with them.
BUT I have such great friends who never gave up on me, instead helped me to get a better result.
I hve never surpass them tbh, until now..but I somehow improve bit by bit
This examination, I can feel how my result is not flying colors.. coz I'm the who did the exam so I know my level. I didnt work hard, I didnt do revision much, so I'm not surprise at all with my result. I'm just super relieved that I passed all subject, eventhough it's like 1 step more to the failure XD
I realize this 2nd sem is my worse sem.. So I ought to get back up on the next sem.
No. I HAVE TO GET BACK UP NO MATTER WHAT.
So now, I'll just let this go and start a new journey ^^
Sadly, I so needing to reduce my Shinhwa ans Arashi time or else i wont go anywhere :P LOL
*sigh* student life is so hard and complicated -.-
i just receive my examination result.. 0.0 Luckily I passed all the subject
NO REPEATATION . but I so f'cked up, since the i got less than 3pointer :(
strangely I'm not down at all.
I remember when i was in high school, all of my friends r like super smart.
also score A in every exam, while I'm the exact opposite. Whenever I got my result I felt so small and so down, I dont even want to speak with my friends coz I felt like I'm so not belong with them.
BUT I have such great friends who never gave up on me, instead helped me to get a better result.
I hve never surpass them tbh, until now..but I somehow improve bit by bit
This examination, I can feel how my result is not flying colors.. coz I'm the who did the exam so I know my level. I didnt work hard, I didnt do revision much, so I'm not surprise at all with my result. I'm just super relieved that I passed all subject, eventhough it's like 1 step more to the failure XD
I realize this 2nd sem is my worse sem.. So I ought to get back up on the next sem.
No. I HAVE TO GET BACK UP NO MATTER WHAT.
So now, I'll just let this go and start a new journey ^^
Sadly, I so needing to reduce my Shinhwa ans Arashi time or else i wont go anywhere :P LOL
*sigh* student life is so hard and complicated -.-