Which One Star Shines The Brightest?
So I'm sitting here, at my computer. My cat Sassin in rubbing her fur on my legs while I am reading something. And then it hits me. Like a ton of bricks. This is perfect. This calm, this gentleness, this... State of pleasentness. It's perfect. Helena playing in Launch and the small purring coming from Sassy. The small bit of knowladge that I'm here. I'm home. It's as perfect as i need it to be.
I mean, yeah. Mom drinks. She has a broken arm and I allways am doing things for her. And my sisters, sur. They can be a pain and a nag and allways on my back. And okay, my dad is half way across the world if my other dad is a country away. But that's just it. Nothing is perfect. Nothing will be great. But that's LIFE. And you know, whining about things wont do ANYTHING.
That's what they allways say. And now I think I get it. There really is no point in moping about something that can not change. Too often do I sit on my ass and not do anything about what's going on. And you know... That's pointless.
All that they want is for me to be safe and for me to be happy. And that's really all they were ever trying to do. Dispite the fact that maybe it annoys me sometimes, but hey, who's family doesnt? All they do is care. And that's what a family is.
This is life, and I need to make the best of it.
I mean, yeah. Mom drinks. She has a broken arm and I allways am doing things for her. And my sisters, sur. They can be a pain and a nag and allways on my back. And okay, my dad is half way across the world if my other dad is a country away. But that's just it. Nothing is perfect. Nothing will be great. But that's LIFE. And you know, whining about things wont do ANYTHING.
That's what they allways say. And now I think I get it. There really is no point in moping about something that can not change. Too often do I sit on my ass and not do anything about what's going on. And you know... That's pointless.
All that they want is for me to be safe and for me to be happy. And that's really all they were ever trying to do. Dispite the fact that maybe it annoys me sometimes, but hey, who's family doesnt? All they do is care. And that's what a family is.
This is life, and I need to make the best of it.