Things are lookin up!
So things have been kinda crazy lately... i was starting to get depressed and shit again.. don't know why.. i thnk a lot had to do w/ work and school..
the whole school thing: i really feel like i failed myself.. all i wanted to do was go to flagler and stay there.. but instead i end up back at DBCC.. not like thats a bad thing but it stll gets to me. but you know what.. as said by someone close " Throughout life there is many detours and sometimes you might just have to take them. But in the end you will end up at the same destination " and its very true.. whether or not i go to flagler or DBCC then somewhere else i'm still going to end up teaching.. and i have to look at it this way, at least i'm not giving up.. i'm still going to be in school.. i'm just taking a different way. but neway.. i'm not going to fall semester cause my broke ass can't pay for it.. but i'm def going in Spring.. goign to start saving NOW! ha..
Work: work sucks! i dread going to that place. at first i loved it, but now.. NOPE! i'm not happy there anymore.. ilove the people that work there (most of them) but a lot of people that i grew close to are all gone.. and that makes me sad! ha.. but neways.. that place isn't the same.. its like a dark hole! ha.. neway.. thats all going to change.. i am FINALLY leaving that place.. after 2 years i have found something that i think is going to be better for me.. and i will be ALOT happier with. plus i get to work with my sister. thats always a plus!!!!
so ya.. i think things are finally going to be lookin up for me and thats what i need right about now..
i have been talking to somoene a lot more lately.. many of you know who that someone is. it brings back memories.. don't know if thats good or bad. but i don't get upset like i used to.. i mean occasionally i have my bad days..... but its going to happen. right??? anyway...
welp i'm done ranting and such.. so ya.. ha. i'm going to bed
G'night!
the whole school thing: i really feel like i failed myself.. all i wanted to do was go to flagler and stay there.. but instead i end up back at DBCC.. not like thats a bad thing but it stll gets to me. but you know what.. as said by someone close " Throughout life there is many detours and sometimes you might just have to take them. But in the end you will end up at the same destination " and its very true.. whether or not i go to flagler or DBCC then somewhere else i'm still going to end up teaching.. and i have to look at it this way, at least i'm not giving up.. i'm still going to be in school.. i'm just taking a different way. but neway.. i'm not going to fall semester cause my broke ass can't pay for it.. but i'm def going in Spring.. goign to start saving NOW! ha..
Work: work sucks! i dread going to that place. at first i loved it, but now.. NOPE! i'm not happy there anymore.. ilove the people that work there (most of them) but a lot of people that i grew close to are all gone.. and that makes me sad! ha.. but neways.. that place isn't the same.. its like a dark hole! ha.. neway.. thats all going to change.. i am FINALLY leaving that place.. after 2 years i have found something that i think is going to be better for me.. and i will be ALOT happier with. plus i get to work with my sister. thats always a plus!!!!
so ya.. i think things are finally going to be lookin up for me and thats what i need right about now..
i have been talking to somoene a lot more lately.. many of you know who that someone is. it brings back memories.. don't know if thats good or bad. but i don't get upset like i used to.. i mean occasionally i have my bad days..... but its going to happen. right??? anyway...
welp i'm done ranting and such.. so ya.. ha. i'm going to bed
G'night!