Rain is coming... AGAIN
well it looks like it's bout ready to rain outside.. that SUCKS.. but w/e.. i have a headache, and i'm beginning to feel like shit! soo thats always fun right??
today school was alright... didn't do nething like usual.. at this point i find it all POINTLESS!! and don't understand why i need the classes to graduate! i came to the conclusion that i miss photography! but what can ya do..
i'm thinkin about cutting my hair short! but i'm not sure yet... it's still kinda short.. well kinda.. ha ..goes a lil past my shoulders maybe..but i do wanna get highlights or something in it.. cause i want something new! hmmm.. dunno yet..
i've been slacking on the whole going and working out thing.. :( i always do that.. but today ihave a reason for not going.. HEADACHE.. for some reason i'm really tired too.. HMM... but i have also realized that i'm NOT happy w/ the way i am.. and yay.. can't wait till the pool opens. swimming always makes me feel better..
PROM is coming up! and i'm not excited as was about it last year.. i mean i am but i'm not.. i still gotta get my jewlery and shit for it! so yay.. and it sucks tht i'm not even going w/ my boyfriend.. but what can ya do..... i'm in charge of transportation.. and people are complaining that its $50.00.. umm HELLO... that ALL your paying this year!!!! we aren't paying for dinner so i mean seriously.. SHUT UP!!
College is another issue.. i don't know what i wanna do yet.. and i don't know when i will.. i mean they both have there good points.. i just don't know.. and i don't know where that will lead me and matt!! i just don't know!!! ugh!
oh and i'm tired on taking on other peoples Responsibilities!!! sorry, but i'm starting to feel like i'm being taking advantage of.. and I DON'T LIKE THAT!!!!!!
well yay.. so this thing was all pointless.. and was nothing but me bitching!! so SORRY! i try not to complain, but sometimes theres a point where it all comes out.. so yay.. idk.. i'm just in one of those moods where i wanna lay in a ball under my blankets and cry!! sounds like a plan to me!!!
again, sorry for complaining...
today school was alright... didn't do nething like usual.. at this point i find it all POINTLESS!! and don't understand why i need the classes to graduate! i came to the conclusion that i miss photography! but what can ya do..
i'm thinkin about cutting my hair short! but i'm not sure yet... it's still kinda short.. well kinda.. ha ..goes a lil past my shoulders maybe..but i do wanna get highlights or something in it.. cause i want something new! hmmm.. dunno yet..
i've been slacking on the whole going and working out thing.. :( i always do that.. but today ihave a reason for not going.. HEADACHE.. for some reason i'm really tired too.. HMM... but i have also realized that i'm NOT happy w/ the way i am.. and yay.. can't wait till the pool opens. swimming always makes me feel better..
PROM is coming up! and i'm not excited as was about it last year.. i mean i am but i'm not.. i still gotta get my jewlery and shit for it! so yay.. and it sucks tht i'm not even going w/ my boyfriend.. but what can ya do..... i'm in charge of transportation.. and people are complaining that its $50.00.. umm HELLO... that ALL your paying this year!!!! we aren't paying for dinner so i mean seriously.. SHUT UP!!
College is another issue.. i don't know what i wanna do yet.. and i don't know when i will.. i mean they both have there good points.. i just don't know.. and i don't know where that will lead me and matt!! i just don't know!!! ugh!
oh and i'm tired on taking on other peoples Responsibilities!!! sorry, but i'm starting to feel like i'm being taking advantage of.. and I DON'T LIKE THAT!!!!!!
well yay.. so this thing was all pointless.. and was nothing but me bitching!! so SORRY! i try not to complain, but sometimes theres a point where it all comes out.. so yay.. idk.. i'm just in one of those moods where i wanna lay in a ball under my blankets and cry!! sounds like a plan to me!!!
again, sorry for complaining...