wow
ben and i talked we actually did. neither of us hate each other we just pushed each other buttons. neither of us take back what we said/wrote hey it needed to be gotten out on both our parts. hey maybe in the future we will be friends maybe not no one knows but i'm not gonna fight what ever happens cause if we were ment to have any conection we will if not we won't. i told him to night i was over him and he was happy for me. and so am i, happy for my self i mean. i can be my self with a guy with out a guy. meaning with ben or with out ben i never thought i would say that but hey it was said. hey he's a sweet kid a very sweet kid but i can live with out him. but it's great to have him