Dec 18, 2004 02:13
this will be the last entry for a while.
for a little less than a month, actually.
i didn't mean to cry - that was the last thing i wanted to do.
i just wanted things to be okay.
but i understand his need to forget everything.
i hurt him more than i thought i did - more than i could have imagined.
the only problem is that i dont know exactly how i did it.
he's a good man.
i just hope that once winter leaves, all of the bad will go with it.
on my closing, i want to offer a sincere apology to everyone ive injured these past few months.
im more reckless of a person than anything ive ever seen.
please know i didn't mean to hurt anyone of you.
and ill work on all of that.
but for now, im going to disappear from tucson and from this dreaded contraption. i think the world needs a break from this situational exacerbater.
happy holidays.
>sarah