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[sassyone83]

Sometimes I just want to give up.

Then I realize everyone else does too.

I'm tired of my every word, away message, or expression being assumed for a crack about a person or something dealing with that person.

I'm waving the white flag.

I can't handle the drama and I don't want it.

I'm not going to let it turn ugly with anyone, anymore, ever again.

It's too painful. We're only here for so long.

I'm sorry.

"Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

[Chorus:]

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you

[Chorus]

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses."

~Stupid. S.M.