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i havent written in quite some time. ugh....... life. im bored and tired and waiting.... waiting waiting waiting. i feel like im always waiting for something...... and im not sure what it is anymore. life just keeps handing me platters full of crap and i keep having to dig the TINIEST of treasures out of it... im getting sick of it. i want something nice handed to me on a silver platter.... but as en vogue says... NEVER GONNA GET IT!
im tired of boston.... i feel like i need to get out. i should have never ever ever left alaska.... i wish i was still there... i want to go back.
no job... no school... life is BORING and meaningless right now... other than the crap loads of writing ive been doing AND the teaching myself guitar thing... which i must say ive gotten quite the compliments from complete strangers recently. i DO however feel that im making progress personally. im finally happy with me... and im finally figuring out what i want and what i love.... and im learning new things all the time and READING... god ive been reading SO much. mostly metaphysics and eastern philosophy.... incredible mind expansion.
but none the less im bored with life... and all i can do now is sit and make my dreadlocks look more and more beautiful as the days go by. thats right.... dreadlocks!
i need to get back out to alaska somehow...............
im tired of boston.... i feel like i need to get out. i should have never ever ever left alaska.... i wish i was still there... i want to go back.
no job... no school... life is BORING and meaningless right now... other than the crap loads of writing ive been doing AND the teaching myself guitar thing... which i must say ive gotten quite the compliments from complete strangers recently. i DO however feel that im making progress personally. im finally happy with me... and im finally figuring out what i want and what i love.... and im learning new things all the time and READING... god ive been reading SO much. mostly metaphysics and eastern philosophy.... incredible mind expansion.
but none the less im bored with life... and all i can do now is sit and make my dreadlocks look more and more beautiful as the days go by. thats right.... dreadlocks!
i need to get back out to alaska somehow...............