love is in the air....

[sassymayling]

I haven’t posted in a while and I kinda wished I wasn’t either just because I only post when something is bothering me. This love deal is hard man, at least for me it is. I’ve always not cared about anything or any1 so no1 has really been able to hurt me but now its diff. I feel for him in such a way that I cant even explain. I admire the way he

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[lovelybebe]

ling ding it's that ..WHERE DO I BEGIN? us women will NEVER be satisfied with whatever we have. it's like a given fact.. statistics and all i swear! lol. but the truth of the matter is, it's hard to find guys out there like alex. and even tho you should'nt be with sumone just bc their good to u .. that isn't the case here. ur crazy about him and it's obvious he's crazy about u. if he doesn't give u reason not to trust him ..then trust him. i know how it feels to get scared when u love someone soo much. bc guess what.. i'm going thru that right now.. breaking up with omar made me realize sooo many things. i did the clubbing thing without him toO.. and i would be there and in my head all i would think about was how there was no placed i'd rather be than in his arms.. laying down ... doing absolutely NOTHING, bc that's MORE THAN ENOUGH for me. and the fact that i'm loving him as much as i used to love mr. u knO who . .FREAKS ME OUT EVEN MORE. and makes me think about getting hurt like that again. but thinking that way, isn't gonna get us anywhere ling. take life and your relationship for what it is.. and continue enjoying it every minute you can. always remember if u think negatively things will end up negatively. and i wouldn't want that to happen with the both of you.. bc WE STILL HAVE TO DOUBLE DATE! lol .. i know we barely talk at all anymore for whatever reasons.. but i'm still here if u need sumone to talk to or just listen to you. :) i love you and i hope i was of sum help .. happy valentines dayy ! =] toodles