i got the cold feet blues...
¤...but like a drug that makes you blind it'll fool ya everytime the trouble with love is it can tear you up inside...make your heart believe a lie...the trouble with love is it doesn't care how fast you fall...now i was once a fool it's true i'd play the game by all the rules...i swore i never love again. i swore my heart would never mend. said love wasn't worth the pain but then i hear it call my name...¤
woo hoo it is already past monday and that is good because that means we're closer to the weekend and that makes happiness. so today was a pretty blah day. unfortunately we didnt get outta work until like 6:35 so thats poppy. damn i cant find any tunes to rock out to...so this weekend my mom and i went to the bon and got my a nice jacket and shirt and i dont know why we only went for a bra but my mom just keeps taking stuff off the rack im like NO MOTHER i do not need it. but she bought it for me anyways. i dont really have anything to say but i dont know sometimes it gets lonely so i need someone to talk to. i should maybe work onsome homework but i dont want to. my sister did my nails and they turned out hella cute. i love em. i think this weekend i am gonna do a lil bit of christmas shoppin down in lewiston because i want to. maybe ill hang out with stephen if he wants to...but he owes me lunch that lil bitch an iwant cheesecake cuz its good. today we got our class announcements and cap an gown ordering packets and hold jesus h it'se xpensive i feel really guilty so i think i'm gonna pay some because my parents do deserve to pay like a crap load...i fuckin love chicago. the movie. i especially like the one girl who catherine zeta jones plays. reminds me of me haha i'd totally try out if there was a play. i like to sing. listen to me blabin on about absolutely nothing, i am pretty pissed i really liked cliff...the u of i football player and he totally fucked me over. he used me the bastard. i dint have sex with him or nothin but just used me in other ways oh well it's not important it never is. i thought he actually liked me. guess i was stupid again...
¤so take everything we have if it makes you happy, but darlin let my say before i leave these sticks and stones aint all that makes a home...now you say that we are through...these sticks and stones may break me but the words you said just tore my heart in two...now we've acquired all i thought would please you i gave everything you knwo that i could've still you're tellin me you're not satisfied...so take everything we have if it makes you happy¤