i'm in trouble
michelle yelled at me for not writing so here i am updating. lets see whats new...not a whole lot. school's alright just workin like a busy lil bee on my mad project but i must admit its a lil disturbing...oh well. haha. i like wellness. crazy in 10th grade i was like FUCK THIS but now i'm lik ehuh interesting. i went to sign up for correspondence for economics and it's so expensive holy crap so i'm like we'll do it in stages so it's not so expensive haha...i feel bad but i dont need someone telling me, who works in a bank, how to fill out a check book. thats gay. why are they teaching us this is 12th grade...it should've been done a LONG time ago. besides it's not like anyone does trust me i know. so i've got a confession...i miss joe . i know guys are prolly gonna be like :O what...but i mean i miss how he used to look at me like i was all there was and how he just couldn't get enough of me. i miss the way he made me laugh and yelled at me for hogging all the covers and holding me close to him. hm sad. i want to sleep with him again like have sex again haha i'll admit and also cuddle. i guess yeah i dont know i'm just stupid. i'm trying to cause drama i guess no not really i'm just being honest. i'm reminded of a song so let me bust here for a sec........
..."deep down you know it's best for yourself but you hate the thought of em bein with someone else but you know that it's over...let it burn...gotta let it burn...i know i made mistake but now it's too late i know he's not comin back...you've been gone for too long".....
oh that was touching let's all reflect. so michelle and i are lil tennis pros we are rippin that court up and michelle is hercules hittin balls over the fences and takin off my shin. that cold hearted snake..haha right MIC. me and michelle and steph are goin to see larry the cable guy this saturday at pullman and we're stoked. it's gonna be so funny i'm gonna laugh my lil hooters off. i was pissed last saturyda i wasnt suppose to work but eric had a death in the family so i graciously covered for him. then get this last like thursday i was schedualed to work 11:30-4 and i was liek sure i'll work to 6:15 since eric;s gone but i was aked to work at 11...and she got pissed that id idnt' show up i'm like woah back the fuck up i am even workin late and on my day off you can fuckin lighten up. michelle has just informed me my government poster is hanging up and this is no good. i will have to go take it down it has my picture on it! yipes. my grandma just got out of the hospital and is doing well so i'm glad to hear. she had to get spinal surgery. yay...well i'm done be happy i wrote.
...There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo....