and i'm drowning slowly
nothing really new at this old house. today was dawn's birthday and i found it hard to believe she's already 25. i guess though we've never really been that close seeing i'm only 17. hum... today in history mr kaag made us read this war letters to people who were killed in vietnam or just to their generals and stuff in general and most people cried. i cried. i can't lie it was hard. he put a face to the many numbers. today wasn't the greatest day i'll haev to admit. between mr kaags class and getting a rash from my freaking pantyhose and having mean customers part of me just wanted to lock myself up in my room and cry. although i did get my computer fixed which yay made me rather happy. right now im not listening to any tunes cuz i think my mom fucked up on hooking back up the cables...GASP no tunes?!?!??!!?!?!? i talked to david once. he said he missed me but funny how hes never on. miss me my ass. why do boys gotta lie? i can't wait to move i already signed up for my classes for next year and its like what the fucks the point of taking school next year? i had english and government and the rest of my classes are electives. i get out early to go to work. i'm signed up for crime and justice, wellness, accounting, sculpture, french 3, and blah i dont remember after that lol...ho hum i am so freaking bored i should probably go to sleep. frick i haven't writen in this thing in forever. saturday i havta work and our auditor is going to be thre which kinda scuuuurs me because i havta know all these regulations and shit. eeks. i dont know nuffin!~!!!! i need to go to bed i'm tired. tomorrow we have an in class essay on faulkner's as i lay dying. i didn't read the book. i should've spart noted it but fuck it i know the prompts. we discussed it in class. i'll do fine. who cares whose ever freaking reading this...anybody. nope guess not. i added more poems in my poetry diary is you care to read that. well im gonna head to bed