Just when I thought things could get better...
So that roaming thought is still in my head, I'm not making a big deal of it anymore because I feel like everything, no matter what, is never going to work out for me. I feel sooo effing faithless. Friday night, I was really happy, all of my girls are home, we went to dinner had a good time, heard a hopefully good comment from Becky, hung out for a while, it was great. Then yesterday, I had this bad feeling all day long. I thought something bad was going to happen to me and Sarz while we were driving, like REALLY bad. Nothing happened, but right after I left for work, my mom got a phone call from my uncle saying that my great-Aunt Mary, who's in from England, was acting funny. It turns out that they thought she was having a stroke because her speech was slurred and she wasn't making any sense. She was in the hospital last night and now she's waiting for a bed in the ICU. Could this get any worse? I knew something bad was going to happen, I could just feel it. All I wanted was just to have fun while she was visiting and play cards like we always do. She's sooo much fun to hav around. Well, all I can say is this sucks. A LOT. So now we just wait. I guess I just keep my mind off of it for now. I mean, basically, I should be optomistic because I'm sure she's going to be fine. But who knows as of right now?