What if?
I have. I can think of a lot of occasions where I wish I could go back and tell myself to do something that I never had the courage to do. I can be spastic and random, but certain things I used to never do, and I never really had the nerve to try and do sometime ago.
Today I spent as much time as I could with Cassidy which only equaled out to an hour or so. My parents really need to learn that I have friends and I do enjoy spending time with them. I dunno, it seems that whenever I'm with her, I always come home thinking I shouldn't have done that, or I should've tried doing this. Of course, where don't I come home from when I don't think that. Somethin like that. Oh well, life goes on and the sun will indeed rise tomorrow.
It always seems like I can think of instances in my life where I wish I would have done something if I would've known better. Realizing later on in life that someone liked me or me thinking I should've done this, there's no reason why I shouldn't have, always seems too come too little too late. Just how life is I suppose.
I dun think I was supposed to find Cassidy's old journal thingy.. Thinkin no at least. Kinda showed me what her past was to her at the time. She's told me most of the important things in there so i wasn't really shocked to read any of it. Hopefully I'll be able to do better than what I've read and be able to actually have the nerve to be something like that. Only time will tell... How the world does follow this rule.
Time passes, you lose out. Time doesn't pass, you never find out. So what's the perfect balance between the two? Without looking back you don't know what made you who you are, or even who you are. Without looking into the present, you miss out on things that come and go. Without looking to the future, your past and present will become muddled and it could very well be the dark ages of your time. You be the judge on where to look when. I'm still a seeker of knowledge.. Not the keeper of intelligence.
Today I spent as much time as I could with Cassidy which only equaled out to an hour or so. My parents really need to learn that I have friends and I do enjoy spending time with them. I dunno, it seems that whenever I'm with her, I always come home thinking I shouldn't have done that, or I should've tried doing this. Of course, where don't I come home from when I don't think that. Somethin like that. Oh well, life goes on and the sun will indeed rise tomorrow.
It always seems like I can think of instances in my life where I wish I would have done something if I would've known better. Realizing later on in life that someone liked me or me thinking I should've done this, there's no reason why I shouldn't have, always seems too come too little too late. Just how life is I suppose.
I dun think I was supposed to find Cassidy's old journal thingy.. Thinkin no at least. Kinda showed me what her past was to her at the time. She's told me most of the important things in there so i wasn't really shocked to read any of it. Hopefully I'll be able to do better than what I've read and be able to actually have the nerve to be something like that. Only time will tell... How the world does follow this rule.
Time passes, you lose out. Time doesn't pass, you never find out. So what's the perfect balance between the two? Without looking back you don't know what made you who you are, or even who you are. Without looking into the present, you miss out on things that come and go. Without looking to the future, your past and present will become muddled and it could very well be the dark ages of your time. You be the judge on where to look when. I'm still a seeker of knowledge.. Not the keeper of intelligence.