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I dont kno whats going on... he picked me up from work we started talking went to olive garden talked more.. and i dont kno whats going on .. i dont kno if hes coming back or what... he wants to move in i think but then he says hes not ready.. i dont kno.. thinks he cant go do nothing and blah blah.. thats not true.. he can do what he wants. but yes ill be sad if hes not with me.. i cant help that.. its just how i am.. and since he started this thing with me.. im very deeply emotionally attached to him... i cant help it.. i dont kno.. i just dont want him to leave ya kno... im tryin to cooperate and not be how i am... its lik 130 and he said hed be back but i dont kno if he will... anyways i guess thats all for now..