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Last nite did not turn out right at all... I got like an hour sleep yesterday if that... well I talked to Heather thru out the day but never heard from steph... Anyways I dont think i went anywhere yesterday during the day then Brian called me and he got ready and came down.. i had talked to steph once and she said she was sick and blah blah she would call me when she got home.. well that never fuckin happened so whatever.. then while my parents are gone to dinner Damian showed up .. hoping i wasnt here so he could put my present in my room.. i was like no dude im still here.. anyways He got me a big ass bottle of Grey Goose .. i mean the bottle i had bought of that shit was like 40 bucks so this bottle i kno was over 60 bucks.. its crazy.. I dunn if ill ever open it cuz its too pretty ..lol anyhow and Brian got me a pink Kangol hat.. its so cool.. lol Im really pissed off at Stephanie... and Brad McDonald... and even Chris... Clay never called me back but i didnt figure he would anyways.. ok so anyways we finally left after my parents got back and we went to red lobster to eat.. then we went to the goldrush.. Joe was already there... it was different in there tho... but i got to see Lu.. she gave me a candle.. it smells good... Heather kept calling me told me to give the money to Jason.. I dont kno why she did that but then she told me not too im like dude i already gave it to him.. she was like its ok.. well he spent the money on other stuff and he knew she had to bring it back to that guy last nite.. She doesnt need to be hanging out With Jason... He isnt totally real all the time.. so yeah we hung out at the club til almost close.. heather had finally showed up.. then she had to drive back to jackson .. and we came home and me and brian hung out , went to the store watched a movie.. I really like hanging out with Brian.. I just not ready to try to change our friendship like he wants.. he needs to like chill out and we need to keep hanging out and if things change then they do but im not lookin for that right now.. I am so sick of fuckin guys right now anyways... Nothin but Bullshit!!!! so anyways.. Brian left at 9 this morning.. and i took some asprin and went to sleep til almost 2.. I cant believe i was tired.. but i guess cuz i was up for 2 days it didnt matter what i had in my system.. at 4 Brad wanted me to come see him.. i was like nah imma stay right here.. lol anyways imma go see if my mom wants to go to the store.. so ill prolly post more later..