BLAH
Its been a long Friday.. I got up around 1230 I talked to Steph today.. her and john are still constantly fighting and its getting bad.. anyways i had a sex dream about My John last nite.. I dunno what thats suppose to mean.. but mmmmmmmk.. anyways i went to work.. and the ppl that came thru my line today have been so ridiculus.. treating me like im there damn servant and shit.. im so sick of it and they crowd me around the register where i have no room to move.. im already claustrophobic and then that shit makes me wanna have an anxiety attack.. blah well i talked to Ma and she told me not to worry about it either and she said for me not to call him sober to do it drunk.. that way it doesnt seem like im wanting to kno why he hasnt called me.. im pretty sure hes gonna call me sunday but i just want to be reassured.. but thats what imma do .. tomorrow nite after ive had a few drinks imma call and i hope i get his voice mail and ill just leave a message saying hey whats up havent talked to u in a few days wanted make sure yer ok or something like that.. blah blah call me im off tomorrow or whatever.. so its all good.. cuz i really dont think after the conversations we've had that hed just deliberatly diss me like that.. but who knows with guys these days.. Damian has been an ass to me lately.. im so sick of him.. its ridiculus... Well i guess thats all for now.. supposly joey is coming up here tonite but he hasnt left yet.. so whatever.. im out.. ni ni