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gosh im so bored... ihave nothing to do.. i want to call brookin but im not going too.. if he wants to see me he will call me.. i hate it that it has to be this way but thats how it is.. not my rules.. his.. ..:-( anyways i cant believe the way Eric is acting.. that is so fucked up.. he prolly planned it like that too... cuz he knew he was leavin for 2 weeks.. so whatever.. im just tired of guys tryin to play games with me.. i havent got the time.. if i gotta be alone i guess i gotta be alone... i have no choice or control over it.. i wish to God id get that money but i prolly wont.. nothin ever works out it seems.. it always gets fucked...