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I think it's finally sinking in. I don't feel so angry or sad all the time any more. I still am sad and hurt that such a tragity happened, but it's not constant like it was for the past few days. I had a nice long talk with a friend of mine yesterday and it really allowed me to get all my feelings out there. Him, my friends, and my family have really helped me a lot with this.
The wake is tomorrow and I'm coming home from school to go. I feel bad that I'm making my dad come after work to pick me and Jill up and having him drive us back again on thursday only to come pick us up again on Friday. He says not to worry about it, but I do. I don't like putting my dad out like that. But I think the wake will bring me some closure, to see him really there and not have him walk out saying "JUST KIDDING" or have me wake up from a horrible nightmare.
Other than all that, life has been very busy and will be until school ends. I've made a list of everything I have to do for the rest of the semester and it's hanging on my wall so I won't forget anything. I like crossing off things that I do, it makes me feel acomplished, even if it's something small. :)
The wake is tomorrow and I'm coming home from school to go. I feel bad that I'm making my dad come after work to pick me and Jill up and having him drive us back again on thursday only to come pick us up again on Friday. He says not to worry about it, but I do. I don't like putting my dad out like that. But I think the wake will bring me some closure, to see him really there and not have him walk out saying "JUST KIDDING" or have me wake up from a horrible nightmare.
Other than all that, life has been very busy and will be until school ends. I've made a list of everything I have to do for the rest of the semester and it's hanging on my wall so I won't forget anything. I like crossing off things that I do, it makes me feel acomplished, even if it's something small. :)