I just don't understand!
I really feel stupid because I went on an actual date about two weeks ago and I haven't heard anything from him since. I thought, well ok, he doesn't really like me...blah blah blah. He sends me a message apologizing to me b/c he hasn't talked to me in so long. He explains that he was out of town for his grandfather's funeral (who feels awful? I do!). He said he was fine and wanted to know how I was. He also wanted me to "hit him up" as I got the message. I really don't understand this, why me? What is it about me that makes him feel he needs to keep talking to me? I am not complaining by any means, I just don't understand. Does he see something I don't? Stuff like this doesn't happen to me. This is the kind of stuff I watch happen to others and wish it was me. LOL, I don't think he knows that I am crazy yet. That is how I fool all of my friends, they never know until it is too late. Ask Chad, Celena or Ewa what I am talking about, they may be able to share a few good stories. Somehow they all manage to stay with me despite my craziness. I couldn't get away from them if I tried (I would never want to), they would never let me. Haha, maybe I don't understand what he sees in me but maybe I don't need to. We shall see!