update!!!!
Alright, so it turns out I may be hypoglycemic (I am more than positive I spelled that wrong). My doctor put me on a high protein diet where I must eat a protein every three hours(otherwise I will be insilin dependent in 3 or 4 years or so) I don't really have the money or time to do that so I haven't but I am trying. I finally bought food and tried to make it high protein. My doctor wants to see me back tomorrow to see if it is helping if it isn't then it could be something else. My plan of action: tomorrow I am going to just lie to my doctor about it and tell her that I am better and move on. This way I stay out of her hair and I won't have to spend a lot of money I don't have on doctors visits and tests. It is not worth it in my opinion and after all, it's only my opinon that matters anyway. So now that that is over. I also decided I am just going to keep my distance from my friends for a while because no one should have to be bothered with me. I love you all but this is for you not me. Math was awful today I had no idea what I was doing. My teacher handed my quiz back and she didn't even grade it b/c it was so bad. I only did 2 or 3 problems b/c I didn't know how. A customer asked me a math question today for fun and I was so embarassed. I can't do math in my head at all. I need at least a pencil and paper. Children came trick-or-treating today at the mall and they were all so cute. Audrey and I felt bad b/c we ran out of candy.
Apparently everyone loves when I close b/c I pay close attention to detail and do stuff they don't even do. The store looks amazing but I am way too slow. I shouldn't pay that much detail. The bank messed up or someone got my credit card number b/c I have purchases on there I didn't even make. My credit card has $312.92 on it, that is practically my rent. My rent is $307.50 and I have all of the other bills. Want to talk about drowning and not knowing where to turn! 9 hours this week, what is that? I can't live off of that. I need another job. I think I am moving back to OP toward the end of May. It will be such a relief to be home. I have a long road of schooling to ahead of me. I am majoring in sociology and becoming a social worker. After tomorrow I will no longer be a nursing student! I am really tired and I have a long day tomorrow so goodnight.
Apparently everyone loves when I close b/c I pay close attention to detail and do stuff they don't even do. The store looks amazing but I am way too slow. I shouldn't pay that much detail. The bank messed up or someone got my credit card number b/c I have purchases on there I didn't even make. My credit card has $312.92 on it, that is practically my rent. My rent is $307.50 and I have all of the other bills. Want to talk about drowning and not knowing where to turn! 9 hours this week, what is that? I can't live off of that. I need another job. I think I am moving back to OP toward the end of May. It will be such a relief to be home. I have a long road of schooling to ahead of me. I am majoring in sociology and becoming a social worker. After tomorrow I will no longer be a nursing student! I am really tired and I have a long day tomorrow so goodnight.