Happy *mumble mumble* Holi - freaking days
So whats up? Anyone miss any positive posts around here? Yeah didnt think so.
Its the holidays. Woopiee. I like my job but ive been sassy at it all week. I like my friends but I dont/didnt/still dont wanna hear or talk to anyone for like a few more days. Im having fun with Brandon but every time I get happy and settled in friendships and life and then bam, its a downward spiral. I know, or im seeing what is making me hit these spurts. It makes me sad because I am not powerless to stop it, but I dont stop it all the same.
I am just so...sick of myself today.
I have positive things coming up. And I think I am going to stay away from anything thats not in my room for the next couple of days...weeks..months.
Im a hermit. I hermit when I dont want to deal. Its what I do.
At least my friends are happy.
Its the holidays. Woopiee. I like my job but ive been sassy at it all week. I like my friends but I dont/didnt/still dont wanna hear or talk to anyone for like a few more days. Im having fun with Brandon but every time I get happy and settled in friendships and life and then bam, its a downward spiral. I know, or im seeing what is making me hit these spurts. It makes me sad because I am not powerless to stop it, but I dont stop it all the same.
I am just so...sick of myself today.
I have positive things coming up. And I think I am going to stay away from anything thats not in my room for the next couple of days...weeks..months.
Im a hermit. I hermit when I dont want to deal. Its what I do.
At least my friends are happy.