i dont want to be like you

Nov 26, 2008 19:22

I dont want to grow up to be like you. I watched you when I was a little kid. Always envious. The games you had, the friends you made. Even when we were older the lovers you conquered. I dont want to end up like you.

I just cant end up like you. Or any of you for that matter. I dont associate with your feelings, or your thoughts, or your prescense because the farther I can run from it, the less chance I think I will have.

Except that I seem to be running straight towards it in my own way. I cant or wont meet someone because that will be the end of all my ambition. I doubt that I will meet someone who will encourage me to pursue my goals.

i never do.
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