Fwd: too much time wasted
i have book club tonight and i didnt like the book.
im all achey and mybody hurts when i havent even done anything.
i have to pee and i am holding it in. i always do that. i dont know why.
i get paid tomorrow, i need to buy jeans and some things for this weekend
and...
nothing feels perfect anymore. its weird. i want to do some things for
myself but i feel bad. because these are the exact things my friends cant
do, or cant afford to do. and i dont want to push myself out of belonging.
im all achey and mybody hurts when i havent even done anything.
i have to pee and i am holding it in. i always do that. i dont know why.
i get paid tomorrow, i need to buy jeans and some things for this weekend
and...
nothing feels perfect anymore. its weird. i want to do some things for
myself but i feel bad. because these are the exact things my friends cant
do, or cant afford to do. and i dont want to push myself out of belonging.