I'm good
I'm puffy and sometimes my headache reappears but I am good. I took today off from work. Not working, just the office and having to interact with other people. Unfournately people chose today to interact with me anyways. And they got a different Danita. I wasn't going to hide it but I wish she wasn't provoked to speak.
I am utterly tired. Crying will do that to you, as many of you know.
I am about to go have dinner with Brandon. Terry and him broke up. Things seem to be a mess everywhere I look. But, it wont be forever.
I registered for school today. With all the dread I gave it it was ridiculously easy and pretty cheap. 234$ for two classes that will last about 4 weeks a piece. I have no reason not to get a degree and with each passing day I have more and more reasons to get that little piece of paper that so many people want to see before entrusting a job, a responsibilities, a loan, anything in my hands. I find it silly. But if you want to pay me 30,000 more for silly than fine by me.
I have a path. I am excited, treading it lightly. I am still lonely but that cannot be fixed over night. And really, at the back of my mind I know that everything is okay. Sometimes your mind and your body just needs to grieve. And sometimes you need to just get over yourself.
I am utterly tired. Crying will do that to you, as many of you know.
I am about to go have dinner with Brandon. Terry and him broke up. Things seem to be a mess everywhere I look. But, it wont be forever.
I registered for school today. With all the dread I gave it it was ridiculously easy and pretty cheap. 234$ for two classes that will last about 4 weeks a piece. I have no reason not to get a degree and with each passing day I have more and more reasons to get that little piece of paper that so many people want to see before entrusting a job, a responsibilities, a loan, anything in my hands. I find it silly. But if you want to pay me 30,000 more for silly than fine by me.
I have a path. I am excited, treading it lightly. I am still lonely but that cannot be fixed over night. And really, at the back of my mind I know that everything is okay. Sometimes your mind and your body just needs to grieve. And sometimes you need to just get over yourself.