Aug 07, 2007 15:16
Wow, it's sad when you type in the subject and it gets prepopulated into the field. Oh, and that subject is batshit crazy damn shame.
I am acting up so badly today. Like my grandmother would say " Why are you acting up, we give you love an attention" I would always retort "I am not acting I am just being myself".
I am starting to wonder lately if that is really true. Is this crazy person who I am? Am I really this complicated or am I just a dramatic mess?
I'm starting to think I am the latter and I am starting to believe its because I crave attention. But from who? I get tons of it, when I am not acting like a damn fool and just being my witty self. So why act like such a complicated diva.
I cant blame anyone but myself. Deep down I know why I do it. But typing it just makes it so true.
I am alienating people and it sucks. I need to grow up.
guys,
sad,
random