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I met a guy and im trying to be optimistic without being overly excited about it.
It really is hard to sleep in that apartment alone. I really really need to start going to bed earlier. I just feel like my whole life is slipping away a little more everday cause im always exhausted. And then on the weekends I sleep till like 3 and get nothing done.
I need to stop making excuses of why I cant do anything. I can do everything I just have to stop being lazy/scared. Its all utter bullshit if I am just going to act like that the rest of my life.
I finally got health insurance (YAY) so yay here come doctor appts. Im bringing a sheet of everything I need to talk about because ya'll I have got some serious issues. And I havent been to the doctor since like 8th grade or something. Im pretty postive my body has changed since then.
I think im sick again and I think the afforementioned guy gave it to me.
Im going back to "work" now.
It really is hard to sleep in that apartment alone. I really really need to start going to bed earlier. I just feel like my whole life is slipping away a little more everday cause im always exhausted. And then on the weekends I sleep till like 3 and get nothing done.
I need to stop making excuses of why I cant do anything. I can do everything I just have to stop being lazy/scared. Its all utter bullshit if I am just going to act like that the rest of my life.
I finally got health insurance (YAY) so yay here come doctor appts. Im bringing a sheet of everything I need to talk about because ya'll I have got some serious issues. And I havent been to the doctor since like 8th grade or something. Im pretty postive my body has changed since then.
I think im sick again and I think the afforementioned guy gave it to me.
Im going back to "work" now.