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the weather this afternoon was amazing...gray and windy and eerie, just the way i like it. then it rained and the cuffs of my pants got all wet and i didn't like that at all because it's gross.
i was really stressed earlier in the week, for a plethora of reasons, but i'm feeling a lot better now. i think it all boils down to the fact that i'm very nervous about the future, specifically what i'm going to be doing right after i graduate. i know what i want to do with my life, but i'm just scared about that period of time when i'm out of school, but not teaching yet. everyone is applying to grad school and i'm feeling left out already, so i'm afraid that feeling is going to be even worse next year. blah blah blah...
so here's some good news: i finally finished the scarf i've been working on for about a year. i was so excited, i wanted to take a picture of it. unfortunately, i get a little clumsy when i'm excited, so i dropped my camera and now it's broken (for real this time). it makes a lot of menacing mechanical noises when i turn it on, and then just beeps like crazy until i give up and turn it off. shit. maybe it just needs to self-care for a little bit. that seems reasonable. i suppose this didn't end up being such good news after all...i'm still damn proud of that scarf, though.
i was really stressed earlier in the week, for a plethora of reasons, but i'm feeling a lot better now. i think it all boils down to the fact that i'm very nervous about the future, specifically what i'm going to be doing right after i graduate. i know what i want to do with my life, but i'm just scared about that period of time when i'm out of school, but not teaching yet. everyone is applying to grad school and i'm feeling left out already, so i'm afraid that feeling is going to be even worse next year. blah blah blah...
so here's some good news: i finally finished the scarf i've been working on for about a year. i was so excited, i wanted to take a picture of it. unfortunately, i get a little clumsy when i'm excited, so i dropped my camera and now it's broken (for real this time). it makes a lot of menacing mechanical noises when i turn it on, and then just beeps like crazy until i give up and turn it off. shit. maybe it just needs to self-care for a little bit. that seems reasonable. i suppose this didn't end up being such good news after all...i'm still damn proud of that scarf, though.