i just

Aug 07, 2004 00:18

I just woke up today and realized something that I wished I could go back in time to undo....there r reasons why I want to but I know I cant and I know nobody cares....only people that do is aku, and my mom and dad...they r the only ones that has been by my side....no one else but them...not friend not family only them...cuz there are some people that just want to keep things going and there other people out there that dont know when to stop lieing...there are peoples that r just a time bomb and there are peoples that cant take it any more...they r just tired of people not acting there age...they are tired of peoples saying lies to hurt them...they a tired of people saying stuff that they never said...they are tired of people that take a knife and stab in there back...they also r tired of peoples taken jokes to far...that also r just tired of peoples saying something they r not...they are tired of peoples that dont care or love each other...They are tired of being put down all the time....they are also tired of peoples not sticking up for them...these types are peoples also hurt others but one day these types of peoples will hurt and it will come back on them 3 fold...they will do or say something to the wrong person or whatever and they r going to regret it...these are the type of peoples that I was friends and family with but see the word was well I mean it...they are a was cuz I am tired of being there and nobody ever there for me...I dont get how someone can say yea I hate that person but then like that person a couple of days later...I dont see why people lie to make it look like the other person was lieing and to even do this to their family...I just dont see y....like what they say “dont be sad cuz it is over be happy that it happened”… and I learned that from aku and she learned that from one of her friends...so yea...I like to say thanx to the people that made this happen…and u know who u r...I wanted to say thanx for making me realize and also say thanx cuz this happened for a reason to make me realize how much people can be mean and how much people can stab a knife right in your back and also this made me stronger and what did it do to u...nothing...it actually made u weaker by losing a family member and losing a friend that u people would have never lost if u would have believed me or would not lie or would stayed right out of it....so thanx
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