Jun 03, 2003 19:55
ok so many people have asked me lately why i know so much about people but people dont know alot about me and you know what i will answer that question...ok well here go first the things i know about people is from people telling me it not like i go around asing people all these thing they just tell me or they tell someone and i over hear it not meaning too!... and so i just dont know why people think that i go around asking pwople cause i dont....OOOHHH!.. but to someone not saying any names but you said "that telling me a secret is like telling the whole world" then why tell me things when you think i do that which i dont i know a lot of secret that i keep to myself becuase people ask me too so i respect there wish... but that gets me to my other part why i dont tell people things about me and you know why is because of stuff people have done to me in the past i have been backstabbed, have secret i've told people used against me, had things i said held against me and i've been hurt by so many people so sorry if im not gonna go telling things about myself to people...cause peole dont understand what people have done to me and things i've had to put up with...(talking about me behind my back, backstabbing, lies, talking bad about me, and using things against me for my own pain...and there more) but i just cant see how ppl can be so cruel to a person and then just think its no big deal and for me it is i know i dont show it cause i do hide a lot of my feeling because im scared, im scared to show ppl that because ive been hurt by doing that and there only a few ppl i can trust in this world and in a way i cant cause i dont know ifthere gonna turn on me cause so many times that has happened to me where i trusted someone with everything and then they throw me away like trash and it hurts... so that why!