I wanna go pick wildflowers!!!!!! if it weren't for this insane weather........
The past couple of days have been pretty decent. I think its mostly because I've kept myself busy. I'm working every day this week except for saturday and sunday. When I'm not scheduled at the caterer, I work at the photography studio...and there I set my own hours so this week I've gone as long as possible. When I'm working I think about the task at hand and nothing else. It is almost like a break from thinking; or maybe its a change in thinking...cuz i have to think when I'm working!! And the extra money will be nice to pay off my credit card with and hopefully start my summer savings off good.
I got to go on an awesome bike ride last night. so happy. that takes my mind off things too...it was great.
I blasted my country yesterday and probably pissed a few people off...but i dont really give a fuck!! :) I also screamed that last night when my suitemate scolded me for saying it....she was joking but i screamed it anyway and made everyone laugh. it was great. I just dont like to be alone. Thats when the shit hits the fan.
I got to go on an awesome bike ride last night. so happy. that takes my mind off things too...it was great.
I blasted my country yesterday and probably pissed a few people off...but i dont really give a fuck!! :) I also screamed that last night when my suitemate scolded me for saying it....she was joking but i screamed it anyway and made everyone laugh. it was great. I just dont like to be alone. Thats when the shit hits the fan.