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Dear god...where to start....
Forgive me for my sins, for I have definitely sinned tonight. I have spoken your name in a immoral setting, coveted a man, and done horrible things outside the amrriage bed.
Yeah, it was that good of a night.
Had the day off, slept much too much, went to the game shop and flirted with the new crush, went to the mall, and the crush got me a cute cheetah that I am loving, and a happy bunny lip gloss....cheetah and happy bunny, definitely my kind of guy. As we stood kissing in the parking lot, of course every damn person who has an inkling who we are managed to either step outside, or drive by us......I went back later to talk to him, feeling that there are issues with me that need to be in the open before anything can proceed on any level. Turns out while they aren't the best of circumstances, he is more than wiling to accept and has left it up to me as to how much I want all of this to be. I hated to tell him what was going on....it is an odd thing no matter how you look at it. I honestly was afraid he'd just say wow, that's fucked and then he'd move on. But no, there was a moment of consideration followed by a hella amount of making out. And yes, I want him. And yes, it damn well felt like he wanted me. And for whatever it's worth....it will be what it is.
Forgive me for my sins, for I have definitely sinned tonight. I have spoken your name in a immoral setting, coveted a man, and done horrible things outside the amrriage bed.
Yeah, it was that good of a night.
Had the day off, slept much too much, went to the game shop and flirted with the new crush, went to the mall, and the crush got me a cute cheetah that I am loving, and a happy bunny lip gloss....cheetah and happy bunny, definitely my kind of guy. As we stood kissing in the parking lot, of course every damn person who has an inkling who we are managed to either step outside, or drive by us......I went back later to talk to him, feeling that there are issues with me that need to be in the open before anything can proceed on any level. Turns out while they aren't the best of circumstances, he is more than wiling to accept and has left it up to me as to how much I want all of this to be. I hated to tell him what was going on....it is an odd thing no matter how you look at it. I honestly was afraid he'd just say wow, that's fucked and then he'd move on. But no, there was a moment of consideration followed by a hella amount of making out. And yes, I want him. And yes, it damn well felt like he wanted me. And for whatever it's worth....it will be what it is.