Around my 21st bday, (April 27) things were crazy f'ing hectic in the worst way. I had to do all this crap and meet with someone with our insurance my family uses and to get this personally written letter from my regular college saying i was a full time student /just so that i could stay on my parents insurance for one more year *yeah being military is fine. i'm lucky i have a local community college i'm also taking classes at to get my 'normal' degree in English on the side while going to my Boston Univ. Digital Imaging School full time (for my professional certification through B.U. and Apple in Digital Filmmaking - ) in DC because , <--that art school is not considered a 'credentialed school' to the military since it's not a regular 'credited degree' that you receive like you would at any other normal comm. college/technical college/or 4 year university.
Anyways, my parents were being horrible, had to do massive amounts of therapy and *secretly take a break from my film program for a couple of months because i reached a real breaking point emotionally and had so much anxiety and depression that
suicidal ideation (i linked that phrase to the wikipedia definition if you haven't heard of it hahah. i'm a nerd, no shame!) -- became a daily playmate in my mind. Which is extremely new for me. ANYWAYS GUYS, this is probably the most personal post ive written so far on this new blog of mine.
And I kind of like it.
Anyways, after all of that miraculously settled together at the last minute with my comm college and insurance company/i had my appt on the military base and everything was amazing. I'm good for another year of insurance, which means that I don't have to stop seeing my fucking -- seriously -- God sent therapist & psychiatrist.
They have made the difference of life & death for me.
And I just want to say, if any of you guys *even if we've never talked or messaged before and you're reading this because you came upon my site by accident but you feel you can relate in some sort of way* -- want to talk about any of this stuff, have questions of what you want to do personally to get help/or just want someone to vent to about ANYTHING -->
PLEASE NEVER HESITATE TO TALK TO ME. ABOUT ANYTHING. I promise you, i will most likely be able to relate to anything you throw at me. and even if i cant relate directly to your current situation (and vice versa -) please talk to me anyways.
I would love to listen. And do anything I can to help.
[[btw: my personal email --> *feel free to use anytime for any reason! <3 * is --> hacsince91@gmail.com ]]
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FAN VIDEO SHARING-TIME! ;)
here are 2 of my favorite GoT (s01) fan videos -- set to the [super rad - ]: "sail" by awolnation
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