Jan 03, 2005 22:11
guhhhhhhhh im never eating ever again. i will develop that eating
disorder where you chew your food to taste it, then spit it out. i love
food so much. i just had the most delicious breakfast bagel ever. tanya
got me started on those things.
well today sucked. i was supposed to go shopping with pam and cherri,
but cherri decided tomorrow would be better, and pam didnt answer her
phone. so instead i went bra shopping with mumsy and got one bra. its
pretty and blue. so then i get home and im enjoying talking on msn with
pam and cara and work calls me, asking me to come in an hour early,
which would require me to leave immediately. so i do. and i get there
and am suddenly overcome with this wave of tiredness and it was sooo
hard to work. that lasted for about an hour and a half, and then i took
my break an hour after that and told waqas about my new years on E.
afterwards i went to check the schedule and it turns out i only had to
work till 9, not 930! that made me feel a little better. so then i made
a breakfast bagel and now im sitting here all fat and bloated and never
eating again. i need to work out sooo bad. i feel gross. like a fat guy
who lives in a trailer park, wearing sweats and a mustard stained
undershirt. *puke* bleggg just kill me now.
well ive discovered that when im in a bad mood, i become quite the
sadist. today at work some guy's gift card had expired and he was
really disappointed and i was thinking "ha! sucker. thats what you get
for making me work." lol. wow thats pretty bitchy. but im not normally
like that. im normally a nice person.. right? eh whatever. im tired.
too tired to care. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.