Strange-ness!!
So I have one day left of my degree, very, very scary but also very cool at the same time!
It is sad though, the more people leave the sadder I get but its because I know that I will not be coming back to all this again, yes I know that I am not going very far but I have had so much fun and made such amazing friends that it all seems very final, but fingers crossed I will still get to be part of it all every now and then.
Everyone leaving is getting to me a little, just because I know that they are going and I will be staying, in my house all alone, I am sick of saying goodbye, I am crap at it anyway, I hate goodbyes but these ones seem some how harder than normal. Thank God for my mum though, all I do at the moment is ring and tell her how miserable I am, and now I am going home at the weekend for a few days, pretty sure I will not want to return to Bretton because when I do I shall be here alone - not the greatest incentive to return.
However, I am looking forward to moving into the house, and even to working and earning some money. I need to continue looking for a teaching job but there aren't any at the moment so that makes life a little difficult.
Other than that everything is looking up, which is surprising after the events of the last three weeks but if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger right?? Well we will see.
At this point I also want to thank all my friends for standing by me recently and making a difference I do appreciate it, even if I don't always show it, you all mean the world to me xxx
It is sad though, the more people leave the sadder I get but its because I know that I will not be coming back to all this again, yes I know that I am not going very far but I have had so much fun and made such amazing friends that it all seems very final, but fingers crossed I will still get to be part of it all every now and then.
Everyone leaving is getting to me a little, just because I know that they are going and I will be staying, in my house all alone, I am sick of saying goodbye, I am crap at it anyway, I hate goodbyes but these ones seem some how harder than normal. Thank God for my mum though, all I do at the moment is ring and tell her how miserable I am, and now I am going home at the weekend for a few days, pretty sure I will not want to return to Bretton because when I do I shall be here alone - not the greatest incentive to return.
However, I am looking forward to moving into the house, and even to working and earning some money. I need to continue looking for a teaching job but there aren't any at the moment so that makes life a little difficult.
Other than that everything is looking up, which is surprising after the events of the last three weeks but if it doesn't kill you it makes you stronger right?? Well we will see.
At this point I also want to thank all my friends for standing by me recently and making a difference I do appreciate it, even if I don't always show it, you all mean the world to me xxx