Tuesday
Today I feel so helpless, there is one person going through my mind, only one and there is nothing I can do to make this feeling go away.
I spoke to you last night and you sounded like a small child, I knew from the moment you picked the phone up that you were scared, that you were worried and there was nothing I could say to take away that fear...once agqain I felt helpless so we chatted about the pointless things like the films we had just been to see, the drama I had during the day trying to get my new phone, and the other stuff that we share when we are skirting round the issues, but you brightened up whilst we were talking, you laughed, it made me feel a little better but then it was time to go and once again it was as if you had put a small child on the phone and it broke my heart.
There was nothing I could do or say and I was scared to say goodbye, I wanted you to stay on the phone so that I could keep you happy, so that I could keep you safe, but you went and I cried, I am sorry because I know you don't like me crying but this time it couldn't be helped and all I wanted was to give you a cuddle.
So know that you are in my thoughts all day!
Love to you all xx
I spoke to you last night and you sounded like a small child, I knew from the moment you picked the phone up that you were scared, that you were worried and there was nothing I could say to take away that fear...once agqain I felt helpless so we chatted about the pointless things like the films we had just been to see, the drama I had during the day trying to get my new phone, and the other stuff that we share when we are skirting round the issues, but you brightened up whilst we were talking, you laughed, it made me feel a little better but then it was time to go and once again it was as if you had put a small child on the phone and it broke my heart.
There was nothing I could do or say and I was scared to say goodbye, I wanted you to stay on the phone so that I could keep you happy, so that I could keep you safe, but you went and I cried, I am sorry because I know you don't like me crying but this time it couldn't be helped and all I wanted was to give you a cuddle.
So know that you are in my thoughts all day!
Love to you all xx