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After a few LONG nights of sleepless guilt and indecision, I have come to the end of a very troubling time. With all the family crap going on...not that I blame my decision on the family crap...I have decided to withdraw from my program at Fanshawe. I'm sure it's an exciting field and it would have opened up many opportunities for me...but after really thinking it through I realize I don't enjoy it, and I've made other stuff much more important than school. That's a waste of my time and it's unfair to continue with something that won't even get 80% of my attention.
I'm at a loss for what to do with myself. I'm moving back in with my dad for a few weeks, while I look for appartments and my mom and little brother settle in at their new digs.
I have sooo much things to sort out and deal with these next few days I don't even feel like getting out of bed, but hopefully with some time things will get clearer and I won't feel so much preasure weighing me down. Who knows maybe I'll try to go back to school next year, maybe not.
So goes life...being random...
Love you all lots,
Ana
BTW. Courtney...my friend Tania is heartbroken there are no men like Howl and Mr. Darcy (Fitzwilliam and Mark)in real life.
I'm at a loss for what to do with myself. I'm moving back in with my dad for a few weeks, while I look for appartments and my mom and little brother settle in at their new digs.
I have sooo much things to sort out and deal with these next few days I don't even feel like getting out of bed, but hopefully with some time things will get clearer and I won't feel so much preasure weighing me down. Who knows maybe I'll try to go back to school next year, maybe not.
So goes life...being random...
Love you all lots,
Ana
BTW. Courtney...my friend Tania is heartbroken there are no men like Howl and Mr. Darcy (Fitzwilliam and Mark)in real life.