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mixed emotions. which is hard. its like being pulled in so many differnt directions. i dono which way is right for me--or which was i'd be happier. i cant even talk to someone about this cuase no matter who it is they dont know the of whole story and ive been misleading them. im sick of hiding. im sick of lying. but if i come clean i may lose both ways. im jus so sick of life being this way. the past two years of my life has made my decision to want to live the next two slim. it jus needs to be over.
basketball game tongiht--won--rolled ankle doing this splits--won conference.
long weekend. woo. fun. too bad it cant be cus all i think about is you. and why were like this. and why you avoid me.
basketball game tongiht--won--rolled ankle doing this splits--won conference.
long weekend. woo. fun. too bad it cant be cus all i think about is you. and why were like this. and why you avoid me.