with my last gasping breath I'll apologize for not being the dream for you that you were for me
Hey Mom look at me think back and talk to me--did i grow up according to plan? and do you think I'm wasting my time doin things i wanna do. but it hurts when you dissaprove all along. and now i try hard to make it, I jus wanna make you proud. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. cant pretend that I'm alrite--and you cant change me.
Casue we lost it all nothign last forever.I'm sorry i cant be Perfect. Now its jsu too late and we cant go back.
I try not to think about the pain i feel inside. Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me, now it seems so far away and it feels like you dont care anymore. I cant stand another fight and nothign will be alrite.
Nothings gonna change the things that you said and nothings gonna make this right again. Please dont turn your back--I cant believe its so hard jus to talk to you cause you jus wont understand.
I'm sorry i cant be Perfect like you.