you asshole

[sassy669]

I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times, until I had them memorized. but when I get up the nerve to tell you, the words just never seem to come out right. I dream of moments we share but your not there, im living in a fantasy. cause you dont even suspect, could probably care less, about the changes I been going through. if you only knew how much i truly need you, i jus wanted you to care and show me what it was like to have someone there. used to be that I believed in something, used to be that I believed in love, its been a long time since ive had that feeling, I could love someone, I could trust someone. I said id never let nobody near my heart again, I said id never let nobody in. if you asked me to I just might change my mind, and let you in my life forever. if you asked me to I just might give my heart, and stay here in your arms forever. if you asked me to.

good news to all of you..i get to stay for another month YaY!!!