Jan 06, 2006 09:51
Yesterday was a long and confusing today with more long and confusing days to come, I'm sure. I think the interview went well except for a stumble over "the ethical question", which for a government agency is probably the most important question (or not, depending on how you look at it). In the next 3 weeks I will either get a call offering me a position, or I will get a "we regret to inform you" letter. It would be much easier for me to get the letter, then there are no decisions to make. If I get the offer, the beginning salary will be more than I currently make and in two years that salary will double. In two years I could be making more than I will probably ever make at this University. Part of me says, "I have a lot to think about" while the other part of me says, "What's there to think about?" I'm just so confused and distraught about the possibility.
Am I being silly to be so anxious about this?