Dec 09, 2003 22:33
Its funny how even after getting my high school diploma, I'm still drawn to to the high school drama. I'm wedged in to high school limbo for all eternity, some bad karma I suppose.
They say bad karma happens when you do something wrong in your existance, which I very well could be doing seeing how- hey- I have no clear understanding of right and wrong- nor does anyone else it seems. Its a planet of bad karma, and right now its all surrounding me, probably because I'm thinking bad things. My perception is tipped and as of now, the world hates me.
I see so much that is wrong in the workings of the world- or perhaps all is right and I just expect too much. I guess I've learned a lot these past few days.
I wish I didn't have to learn it the way I did.
When it comes down to it- school teaches you nothing in comparsion to getting burned.
I'm still on fire.
Cluttered little head and i'm living in bed
And I'm a-waiting on an operation
So help me operator, will you try it again?
I'm in desperation's arms
i know that's it's late and she's not awake
But I've never ever been more ready
... Pick up the phone
I gotta tell you
I remember one night in your parents' ride
Under the light of the passing airplanes
In the freezing cold a forever was told
It came out in plain air
So bottle never fear cause
I've commandeered the number of your new beau's home
But are you ever there?