Envy is not love
I finally finished off the last batch of homework, but tomorrows lab will most definately set the whole sequence in play again. College isn't a horrible atmosphere, it just takes some getting used to. I'm having difficulty comprehending the teachers that speak any language but english, and eating food alone in the room has lost its appeal when that feeling of being alone sets in again.
Yet, I've met some really cool people. I guess I've let go of the unapproachable aura, and the people in my more intimate classes are actually starting to talk and joke with me. Yoli, Leo, Nick, Nick, Chris, Josh, and of course the creepy one mark. Met a boy in line to get a smoothie, over some random discusion of my notebook and shoes. Later learned his name was Gabe, a Senior majoring in philosophy the shares my views regarding how hypocriical veganism is.
The first meeting of the Society of Women Engineers was today, which seems like it will be very fun. A lot of conventions, and working with young girls with science and math- it get me all giddy just thinking about it.. haha :-D
Our hall had an ice cream sunday party today. Jamie and I were the first ones there.
Managed to read some of my leisurely reading material-heh.
I'm going down to the Middletown petco tomorrow to decide whether or not the job is for me.
I need money-but I'm already struggling to stay afloat. Its a tough decision.
Wrote another poem.... feeling incredibly literal- or something like that....
Building circumstance to plague me
Challenge tints of green to brush my cheeks
I know you long to some how phase me
To make it all seem so bleak.
Words can not make your path
You can’t strike your heart to abide the rules
Words are harmful but the effect won’t last
And in the end- you’re the fool.
Yet, I've met some really cool people. I guess I've let go of the unapproachable aura, and the people in my more intimate classes are actually starting to talk and joke with me. Yoli, Leo, Nick, Nick, Chris, Josh, and of course the creepy one mark. Met a boy in line to get a smoothie, over some random discusion of my notebook and shoes. Later learned his name was Gabe, a Senior majoring in philosophy the shares my views regarding how hypocriical veganism is.
The first meeting of the Society of Women Engineers was today, which seems like it will be very fun. A lot of conventions, and working with young girls with science and math- it get me all giddy just thinking about it.. haha :-D
Our hall had an ice cream sunday party today. Jamie and I were the first ones there.
Managed to read some of my leisurely reading material-heh.
I'm going down to the Middletown petco tomorrow to decide whether or not the job is for me.
I need money-but I'm already struggling to stay afloat. Its a tough decision.
Wrote another poem.... feeling incredibly literal- or something like that....
Building circumstance to plague me
Challenge tints of green to brush my cheeks
I know you long to some how phase me
To make it all seem so bleak.
Words can not make your path
You can’t strike your heart to abide the rules
Words are harmful but the effect won’t last
And in the end- you’re the fool.