I mean it, I'm okay. . . trust me

Sep 15, 2005 14:40

Somehow, it doesn't feel entirely real. Like I didn't just tell him space and time would be good. I'm still in denial, I suppose, yet at the same time... I feel a little more free. Free to experience that which college provides. Am I bummed? Of course. But I'm trying to keep optimistic, cause I know this is necessary. Especially if we are meant to be. I'm leaving it in the hands of God. We will be reunited if it is what both of our hearts desire in the end. Right now, however... I'm going to figure out what I really want, what I really need in my life, and in the process... meet some new people, go out... experience life to the fullest.
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