valentines
so i had work last night and i come home and my pete surprised me with a rose a cards a box of chocolats, and ORANGE SODA,,,smart boy cuz the key to my heart is def. orange soda its my favortite lmao, and he mad em really happy whent a nice guy, so my valentines was good for once right...not.... last year on valentiens i had my grandmas wake, and on this valentines my uncle henry died, like i havnt had enought ppl die from my family in the past year, wtf why does this happen to me just when we finally move on we get aonther lose, one after another after another like god stop fucknig with me, well iv come to relize that theirs only one certanty in life its that everyone dies eventully, im such a cynic right now dont mind me. well it looks like the family reunion thats been in the plannig for 2 years for this spring is gonig to have to take place in heaven sarcasim, im in such a bad sad mood and ugh my birthdays comming up, which im not looking foward too too much becasue i kno my twin willl be a bitch to my mom and my mom will cry and then ill be sadder and grrrrr life suckssssssssss x a million