ba humbug!!! !@#$% i need vodka!!!
it really doenst feel like christmas, i have no christmas lights on the outside of my house, my tree went up this morning???, my mom lost all the stockings ne way, so i dont even have those, and santa forgot to stop at my house, my twin sister has abondeded " my family" and wont even come over today, and my dad doesnt care enough to come see me and chris, not like he bought us christmas presents ne way, i hate holidays like i loath them, thir just a reminder of what i dont have, and i hate how materialistic this holiday has become, i didnt get presents but thats not even what thsi stupid holiday is about its about the miricle of christ and family, and its rediculous it tured into greedy teenagers getting loads of unnecessary things, and how the rich spoiled brats are gonig to have a whole nice enw wardrob when their current one was fine, and its not even liek heir good ppl who deserve gifts they deserve cole most of them but they get poresents and the good ppl who give back to the community who work hard get good grades get nothing, but its not even about that like idc, but christmas in supposed to be about family, which makes me hate the holidays, becasue it makes me misss my aunt uncle and grandma so much, like god what did i do to you to get so much lose in one friggen year and on top of that have my twin gone and not even anting to spend christmas with me her twin grrrrr !@##$% i need vodka