shoot me
i cant take life, seriosuly, god what have i done wrong to youseriously, and i dont think i could take ne one else dying, and dont continue reading...im venting, and i dont want to here 0o i just want ppl to feel bad for me so WARNING dont read ne more if you dont want to here me vent. i miss my twin, my aunte and grandma who died, and now my uncle joe died this morning but he was brought back to life, but they dont think hes going to live, i cant take it, im like on the egde of like a mental breakdown, ppl leaving, people dying, i feel so fucknig alone,i absolutly hate life, and jsut when im starting to weell not get over my auntes death but move on, someone else is going to die too, no fucking way i hate you god if you do this, and like in a way i know my uncles in alot of pain and suffering right now and he should go to be put out of his misery, but on the other hand why does their have to be so mcuh uffering, and in the world in general, like i kno the whole the giver book, were you need pain and suffering so that theirs happyness and stuff but like idk it seems like theirs alot more suffering in the world then happyness, and for once in my life id like soemthing to work out good for me in the end, i jsut want to be happy, i hate lifeeee