Mar 31, 2005 18:01
Ok so I get woke up this morning by Mason telling me that his ear hurts.. And in kind of a mechanical state I get out of bed, go into the kitchen and get him some meds. Get him dressed, get Zae dressed and get my husband out of be so he can take me to work. As I am dropping Mason off at school and filling out his permission form for meds I hear "mommy, my ear hurts.. mommy my tummy hurts, mommy.... " and he pukes everywhere. Needless to say he didnt go to school and I didnt go to work.
We put our couch together last night after I fought with it for two hours, broke part of it, and left Adrian standing in the doorway as I drove off for a long drive, loud music, and some deep thinking. I just needed a few minutes to myself. I havent gotten that in a while.
I mean its not that bad, I love my husband and my children, but I would die to have an hour alone where I didnt worry about them and I could just relax. Not gunna happen.
I decided to wait to go back to work until at least June. We are going to stay in our appartment for another year and try to buy a home in June next year. First time home owners grants and all that stuff. Should be fun..
Had my MRI last week. They didnt find anything so its back to the "drawing board" to try and figure out why I can no longer lift my right arm above my shoulder.