May 03, 2006 12:07
holy crap. i'm sitting here at work realizing the school year is really, seriously over. it's extremely weird to have it just all of a sudden be summer, when i'm not moving home or really making any big changes from how things have been all year. i was watching people move their shit out of the lb yesterday thinking, "man i'm glad i don't have to do that." my internship is starting soon. i'm hoping to get 2 full weeks of work at the bank, aka work that results in a paycheck, before i start at channel 4. also, ashley ann white is moving in to my apartment this weekend. after so many consecutive summers of spending 99% of our time together, we have decided to just friggin live together already. i hope she adjusts easily to boston life and that the bank hires her for the summer. the last thing i want is for living here to stress her out.
on another note, last night dion very casually mentioned me accompanying him home for a day next week. i love how boys can mention something that is such a big deal and pretend it's not. the conversation went like this:
him: "i think i might have to go home again next saturday"
me: "again"
him: "yeah my parents are moving"
me: "oh yeah i forgot about that"
him: "yeah you should come"
me: ::silence::
he didn't even hesitate before he said it. my eventual reply was "something to think about." according to jess this is obviously what i would say in such a situation. she and i then discussed whether i have to bring up the whole i don't want this to get serious thing. we concluded that i could just hint at it all sly, and that maybe the come hang out in windsor thing would just blow over. i heart passive-aggressiveness. and jessica rezendes. hardcore.
i just like the way things are right now and i don't want to say anything that might change that. guys avoid this topic all the time, in fact we expect them to, so why can't i? good. i'm glad that's decided.